Just A Thought

How does a person live when they have to actively and continually tell themselves to calm down?

I really just need to relax. Relax. Relax. I have a cold, and that blows. But I can't be expecting this baby to pop out any day now. Hes going to be here when he gets here. And then everything will change, and I have not the first clue how were going to put our lives back together once that happens. Somehow I need to switch the mentality that having the baby will be a better thing. This is the last time I will be pregnant, probably. This is the last time I will feel tiny little kicks from the inside or see my swollen tummy twitch with baby hiccups. I should be enjoying this, not wanting this to end.